Does anyone have trouble following through when reaching a barrier? Especially when it's a public barrier that may cause some humiliation or slight discomfort, but it's a barrier that must be crossed. What are tips or methods to improve follow through when resistance is met?
An example for me would be early public exposure as a sissy, My first hesitation point was painting my fingernails. A pedicure wasn't much of a problem. Fingernails are much harder to hide. Mistress broke my barrier by taking me to a nail salon to have them done. My hesitation point currently lies with full makeup. I can do subtle without much hesitation. She's working to break me and move past the barrier so I will do full makeup without pause. I don't mean to avoid it, but old habits die hard sometimes. My sissy acceptance increases daily, but I really want to avoid situations where I hesitate. I need to be rewired so that I don't think and just do the act. This is not a situation of rewiring to a blank slate, but rewiring of previous thought processes and habits. I grew up a normal boy doing normal boy things. Crossdressing, feminization, and a sissy presence are not normal boy attributes. This topic is not about being a mindless submissive, but evolution of upbringing and changing for the better. Any others have similar issues?